November 2010
Ever notice the only people we complain about are...
(via 365thoughts, 365thoughts)
so pumped to just go spend a month...
on my parents’ couch. no papers, no tests, no nothing. maybe i’ll venture out to see some friends occassionally, but all i really want to do is vegetate for winter break.
i need some snow.
there is so much to say.
and so much not to say. and since i’ve been obsessed with lists, here’s a ranting list of the past 5 days.
first ever traditional thanksgiving in binghamton. and i understand why people are so in love with thanksgiving. it’s a holiday that i am now enamored with.
first ever christmas tree. for the first time in my life, i assembled a christmas tree. and decorated it....
just gotta get through today.
class from 3 to 6, dinner, then class from 7 to 9.
then studying for anthro test until later.
anthro test tomorrow.
THEN I’M DONE. and i can just hang out until i get to experience my first ever REAL thanksgiving. i mean thanksgiving was never a big deal in my house, so i’m excited to be spending it in binghamton, and i know bren’s family makes a big deal about it. so...
i think i really need to re-evaluate my life.
college is giving me an identity crisis. last night was one of my first run-ins with campus police and i’m not afraid to say that i’m fucking terrified. campus security goes in, excuse the brooklyn slang. the cop was really nice, but just the vulnerable position i was in, i could’ve lost my scholarship.
it’s a really big rude awakening. not to say that i’m going to...
i love college level classes.
if i had all the money in the world, i would just go to college for the rest of my life. rotate all around the world, attending different colleges, learning all this stuff that i knew was out there, but never could touch until now, until today.
there are girls who...
know where to channel their emotions and can deal with them. and then there are girls like me, who eat their emotions.
anxious? hershey’s kisses. irritated? hershey’s kisses. homesick? hershey’s kisses. it’s a problem. obviously. i’ve been avoiding the gym because i know that it would mean that i’m supposed to be there. it would be so much easier if i lived in...
“Well I’ll never forget the first time that I heard
That pretty mouth say...”
– Little Moments - Brad Paisley.
our relationship, in a nutshell. oh, love.
i'm currently obsessed with:
proper grammar. although i’ve been obsessed with this for as long as i can remember.
kittycats.
serious, thought provoking movies.
mini bags of popcorn.
hershey’s kisses.
finding out who was on my bed when i wasn’t here.
my new roommate.
water. don’t ask.
thai food.
caffeine - although this is a must, since i’ve been sleeping less and less.
deep...
I am so in over my head, and the really scary part...
365thoughts:
— Bloom
lately, i've....
…gone back to writing. i guess it’s because the slam team is such a big thing on campus. i don’t know though. i feel like my poetry is so different from everyone else’s and that might mean it’s not as good. i have no idea if i even want to share myself like that. my poetry is personal and intense. putting it out there is like putting myself out there. and i’m...
something i love, especially in my music, is...
taylor swift seems...
…to have screwed over/been screwed over so many guys. i love her to bits, but i’m beginning to wonder how many more of these songs she can write. after all, how many guys pass through her life and she’s like 21? just sayinggg.
my current obsession. it’s so different from...
gina's coming to visit.
i haven’t been this excited in a while!
after spending 36 straight hours with you.
i’ve realized how whiny you are, how different you get around her, how inconsiderate you become and how unlike YOU you really are when you’re there. or maybe you’re just putting up a front for us. we know you’re going to wind up there anyway, you said so yourself. so why make bonds that you know you’ll never keep. why have syd like you, why have people confide in you...
