July 2010
tomorrow is august.
and that means only 19 days until i move into my dorm.
it’s weird. when i first realized how far away i was moving, it made me laugh. i’ve always been the sheltered offspring of third world country parents. and i’m the first one in my family to not go to community college. i’m only the third person in the family to make it to college. haha, so i was super glad that i was...
i’ve fallen asleep to this song for the past...
student loans...
make me angry. i hate the idea of me owing someone money, especially the federal government. i’m notoriously forgetful and i know i’m going to get lost and like. forget to make my payments or any of that fun stuff. and then there’s the paperwork. so. much. paperwork. why is there so much paperwork involved in the college process? just eliminating paper would save an entire...
the price of beauty.
so i just watched a marathon of jessica simpson’s tv show, the price of beauty. and i basically sat there and cried when it was over. it’s not even the show. because i’ll be honest, it’s not the best tv show out there, but it’s the women who are portrayed there. it scares me that beauty can manipulate people to do all kinds of things. there was this one woman who...
“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s going to be really hard; we’re...”
– The Notebook. (2004)
more and more, i really want a camera.
i think i’m going to start saving up for one. a simple, digital camera that i can play around with. i really wish my birthday or something was coming, but now, especially because i’m older, i’m going to have to start buying what i want for myself and not waiting for holidays and stuff, because no one’s going to get me what i want.
so camera saving fund begins.
so far:...
i’ve always wanted a polaroid. for some reason, i find something really romantic about them. they’re from a simpler time. polaroids make me smile. i love the feeling of taking a picture and then having it come to life right in front of you.
i’ve always wanted to take a photography class, where there were film cameras and i could develop my own pictures. it’s like making...
two thumbs up!
do i have something to say? i sure as hell do.
orientation for new paltz was. epic. i can’t even think of a better word to describe it. like, i could sit here and go into detail but i’m too exhausted. i’ll just list the highlights, in no specific order.
bonding at the basketball courts.
not going to sleep on wednesday.
banging my head loud enough to be nicknamed...
August, it is. →
ibezoe:
misscarriechen:
Day 01 – Introduce yourself Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail Day 06 – Your day, in great detail Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail Day 08 – A moment, in great detail Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail Day 10 – What...
Bucket List.
Make a toast at a stranger’s wedding.
Have a sleepover.
Move out of the parent’s house.
Cross-dressing contest.
Learn to swim.
Go horseback riding.
Successfully throw a surprise party.
Cook a major holiday meal at Christina’s house.
Graduate from college.
Scary Movie Night.
Road trip to Jersey, to visit Carlo’s Bakery for their cannolis.
Watch a movie on the...
something is seriously wrong with me.
i have no motivation. i seriously don’t. for the past three days, all i’ve done is get out of bed, shower and change out of sleeping pajamas into stayingathomeallday pajamas. then i’ve done a lot of nothing. mainly, i’m watching a series of movies. they’re all movies that i put on my list of movies to watch this year and never got around to. i feel like i’m...
“I don’t know who invented high heels, but all women owe him a lot....”
– i have never agreed with something more. when i put on heels, i feel like i’m unstoppable. something about them makes me feel more confident, more sexy and more. i don’t know. put together. i better have a tall husband, because my heels get pretty high.
8 more days.
family bbq soon. :] i’m excited. if only for the burgers and the shrimp. :] super excited because this guy i know is coming. let’s just say that things haven’t been going well lately. with the bombing in lahore and all that stuff, things have been pretty bad at my house. everyone’s always sitting around, watching nonstop coverage of the bombing and its aftermath. and i...
things you do that really make me want to kill...
i feel like this stuff really needs to get off my chest before i shoot someone.
when i have to sit there and listen to something twice. i’m not an idiot, i know what you said.
shit talkers. come and say it to my face, because if you’re going to go on the internet and send me some wackass message and then pretend we’re still cool, bitch, you got another thing coming.
people...
“cause it’s a hard life, with love in the world. and i’m a hard girl,...”
– Lady Gaga (Lady Gaga - The Fame)
i’m so tired of the polygamous intents of...